We moved to Southern California in the mid-1970s and I
remember even then that the deaths of Sharon and her friends were
still very much in the zeitgeist, and the fear that the murders had
invoked in the people of Los Angeles (followed soon after by the
Hillside Stranglers and Richard Ramirez) was still quite palpable.
My family experienced a number of troubling and terrifying
incidents of our own when I was growing up, and those incidents
in turn, I suppose, led to my interest in the horror genre when I
became a teenager. In some ways, I think the fear of what I saw
play out on screen in horror films helped me deal with the real-life
horrors that were happening in our own lives.
The story of Sharon's death has haunted me for most of my life. I
remember the hardcover jacket of "Helter Skelter" sitting on a
shelf in our home back east, and how I would literally run away
from it as fast as my little legs would take me.
About ten years ago, I remember seeing a documentary about the
murders and how incredibly disturbed and frightened I was by it,
which brought back some of the memories of the things that that
had occurred within my own family during my childhood.
I have been a filmmaker for most of my life. I love what I do for a
living and I feel blessed each and every day that I am able to
express myself artistically and to be able to give voice to my
feelings, my memories and my interpretation of the stories that
have inspired or affected me in a deeply personal way.
The one element of Sharon's story that I could not stop thinking of
over the years was WHAT IF.
WHAT IF she had been able to escape that night ... WHAT IF
she'd been able to fight back ... to seize control of that nightmarish
situation?
This idea continued to germinate in my mind for many years, until
finally it dawned on me.
There was a wonderful film from the 80s (filmed at my high
school, in fact) from the great Francis Ford Coppolla. It was
called PEGGY SUE GOT MARRIED, and it was a beautiful story
of a woman (Kathleen Turner) who attends her high school
reunion and is transported back to her high school years and
allowed to relive those days and perhaps choose a different road, a
different destiny, for herself.
This is when I latched onto the idea to make this film. It is NOT
the story of the despicable souls who committed these senseless
crimes. It is NOT a story intending to glorify the cult leader or a